How are you?

Dad how are you? You had not been in my dream the last time i dream of you is after you pass away not long and last year.. Now no more why? You don't miss us at all is it? Why have you not letting us dream of you?


I have question to ask you! But you not in my dream i ask already i also won't get any answer but even if i dream of you we also can't chat long as i will be awake for some unknown reason.. I wanna sleep longer so that we can chat but you like to choose to come to my dream when i'm almost going to wake up. How to chat longer?


Dad, you went to visit third sis and she told you she is married and she ask you do you know you answer her yes! you know! you went to elder sis dream and told her what you want but you come to me you only told me you want shoes. That's all you want i really want to talk to you in my dream..


Soon its going to be the third year you left us.. Still go seven month to go and it will be the third year, I keep telling myslf you will always be in heaven to look after us.. And everytime when people say about their family member this and that they will ask me this question, am i okay or not as they scare i might feel sad.. Of course i'm sad but i had to overcome as this had happen to me i did lost a father. So i must be strong to face other problem although i have lost you but i still have mum and sis, they will take care of me and mum as well as themselves and their family too..


Dad you are always the king in our home and mum will be the queen and we are your princess.. Just to add on i'm your naughty little princess hahas, cause i'm the youngest and when i want to buy things you won't buy for me i will get angry and when you buy for me i will be very happy just like the weather keep on changing sometime rain like cat and dogs sometime so sunny! hahas..


Thanks for letting me be your daughter!
xoxoxo.