Thanks.

Dad. thanks alot for looking after clayton.

He is recovering fast and everything is alright...

He will be going back to school on november as doctor given him a mc..

Thanks for looking after him..

Love Nana,
xoxoxo.

Long post?

Sorry dad, i had not been updating this blog..

Kinda busy and i got sick again.. sour throat again and again cough never go away..

Dad, your grandson clayton was in hospital on tuesday cause he got Appendicitis and he had a small opreation.

Now he is back home and i want you to look after him and let him get well soon!!

Dad, i know you had been trying your best to take care all of us.

Thanks dad,

Love Nana,
xoxoxo.

Finally Recover!!

Thanks dad, thanks for watching over me!!

I had recover but i still coughs at night and some time at day time..

Feel very tired this few day cause the med is making me so weak and evertime wanna sleep...

I'm really happy that i'm recover and thanks alot dad...

Love Nana,
xoxoxo..

Save money!

I remember once you told me to save money and i did..

You always give me $1 for me to put in my piggy bank..

And i always have alot of it with me..

You will always ask me to keep it and use it if i need to buy things i want..

But i never took it out untill i need it..

I miss the way you give me your money till you got no more coin left...

I wanna say, dad thanks for giving me the coins and thanks for teaching me how to save my money as i always use it to buy those things which i don't need at all..

Love Nana,
xoxoxo..

Sick

I sick!

Dad, please look after me okays!

My leg already recover!

Now I'm having cough and sore throat plus nose allergy!

Please watch over me!

Love Nana,
xoxoxo

Recover

Yes, my leg had receover, thanks dad for looking after me..

But now i'm having sore throat.. PAIN..

I hope i can faster recover..

Dad, please watch after me

Love Nana,
xoxox.

The way you help me when i injure myself

Dad, i miss the way you help me massage when my leg is injure..

I remember when i sprained my ankle you will help me massage with the Chinese med which i the smell alot..

Now i want you to help me also can not anymore.. Cause you are no longer around..

And yes, i sprained my ankle for no reason.. And it hurt alot..

I can't walk properly now, and the only thing i can do is putting salonpas patch on my ankle and hopping it will relef the pain fast..

Dad, if you are around i think you will help me massage my leg and i won't feel so pain now..

I miss the way you help me massage when i injure leg.. Although the way you massage is pain but i will feel painless the next day..

Now i only can think of the way you massage and i have to do it myself now..

Love Nana,
xoxoxo

Your look.

I think i really forgtten your look.

I had been looking at you since the past 16 years.

But now i feel like i had forget how you look..

I feel so sad that i had forget how you look bit by bit...

I really want to keep a copy of your look in my memory.

But i think i forget it...

I miss your look..

I miss the way you are angry and happy..

I really want to remember everything of you..

Dad, i miss you.. :((

Love Nana,
xoxoxo

Your Voice.

I think i had forgotten how your voice like..

I miss your voice alot, and i wish i can hear it again..

I know i can't hear it anymore and i know i had forgetting it very soon..

Even your look, i might forget one day. I miss you!

I wish that you will come to my dream every night and i can talk to you.

But you didn't come since that day i dream of you..

Why?

You never miss me?

You don't wish to talk to me?

Anyway...

I miss you!

Love Nana,
xoxoxo

You are not there anymore.

Dad, you will not be there for me anymore when i need you..

You come to my dream yesterday, and you never come again anymore...

I had so many things to tell you but you were not there anymore..

I know i didn't be good girl most of the time, but i do listen to what you say..

I really hope you will come my dream and talk to me..

I had alot of things to tell you, I wanna ask you question.

You heard me? Please dad, come to my dream!

I miss you!

Love Nana,
xoxoxo