Tears i drop for you.

Dad, you know i had been crying after you left us. I know i become a cry baby little bit of things i will start to tear..

I had been crying when i mention about you or people asked me about you, i will tell them i'm find i'm okays and my eye is full of tears. And no one dare to ask me again, they know i'm sad and i still trying to get over.

It happen to fast and i was too shock although i already know it would happen but i keep on praying it won't happen but it still happen..

I seen how you leave us, i was just beside you. I know you don't bare to leave us but you had no choice maybe this is the way your body will feel much more better. No more medicine for you no more doctor for you all you had is healthy body. In heaven you will not fall ill right? As i know that place is a painless and happy place..

Tears keep on dropping in the dark when no one seens it and sometime i will cry without a reason, very weird i will just cry, watch those drama cry, read novel cry, read comic cry, watch television cry.  NO REASON for it.. :((

I want to stop tearing but no matter how hard i try the tears will roll down, no matter what i will keep trying i will be strong. I know you want to tell me this.. I'm a strong girl who can control from not tearing.

Love Nana,
xoxoxo.