I'm A Spoilt Kid!

To other who don't know me thinks I'm a very good girl, helpful girl.. actually I'm not. I only give them those though as i acting in front of them..

To those who know me well,  yes I'm a girl who like to throw temper, a nasty girl and like to scold people when i ask the person to help me do things yet do wrong when i already told he/she how to do it..

I'm a person who is really impatient, no patient person!

Yes, I'm such a person.

I'm spoilt girl.. I the youngest at home so i can be like this..

I wanna change and I'm changing to a perfect girl yet i failed, i just want to change why so hard just because I'm spoilt and might think that everything is right!

To you dad, you always see me behaving like this, you scold me i don't care i think that you are singing mum scold me i also think she is singing, but third sis scold me i don't dare to do it. Dad, you see I'm so naught.

Dad i really want to change, i want to control my temper, i don't wish to scold people.. I feel so bad after scolding them i just don't know how to apologise to them as i think no big deal i already scold you why must i apologise? The person who needs to apologise is you. This is how i always think.

I just want to change, i no longer a little kids anymore i can decided what i want and know what is right or wrong, but sometime i really behave like kids..

I feel so angry when people say either our family member or myself i feel like slapping them and ask them why they so kpo this is non of their business, I find them very irritating, love to gossip around when they heard something, i really want to have a remote control so i can shut them up so that they can't spread so much gossip or maybe i can deleted their memory of those gossip.

I know this won't happen, I know its time for me to change, Learn to control my temper and learn to be nice to people.. Well is their mouth they can say what every they like. i can't bother, but when i think back i feel like slapping them 100 time without failed!

Dad, i will change myself into a good girl, i can't promise i will change over a night but slowly... I will learn from mistake too.. I Will try! :))  

Love Nana.
xoxoxo